Charlotte Crosby has spoken about how she is continually affected by the past year. channel 5 documentary detailing her plastic surgery journey.
previous geordie coast star, 31, chatted with Abbie McCarthy at the Celebrity Search Engine Podcast about how she’s still suffering from discomfort since Celebrity – What Happened to Your Face – Charlotte Crosby aired in April.
After calling the show ‘immoral’ at the time, she told Abbie: “That was probably the only time I felt anxiety, like bad anxiety… I can’t even describe the feeling, it’s a really weird feeling, like if it really still brings tears to my eyes now.
Shocking: Charlotte Crosby has spoken about how she is continually affected by last year’s Channel 5 documentary detailing her plastic surgery journey (pictured left in 2011 and right last year)
In April of last year, Charlotte hit channel 5 rules over the documentary, which was aired to criticize her story of plastic surgery.
Clearly devastated at the time, she took to Instagram to pen a lengthy statement saying she was “appalled” at the show criticizing her “plastic face” and “duck lips,” after years of being targeted by trolls for years. due to its appearance. .
Charlotte went on to write that while she is “grateful” for her fame, she has struggled with “self-confidence and personal trauma” for years, and urged bosses to use her airtime to raise awareness of mental health. .
Reflecting on the show’s impact almost a year later, she told Abbie: “That was probably the only time I felt anxiety, like bad anxiety…
Shocking: After calling the show ‘immoral’ at the time, she told Abbie: “That was probably the only time I felt anxiety, like bad anxiety… I can’t even describe the feeling, it’s a really weird feeling , as it actually still brings tears to my eyes now’
“I knew the show was on and when I was on my phone it was freaking out, obviously I didn’t see it and my phone was freaking out and I was like ‘oh my gosh!…
“People text us like you’ve seen the show, if you’ve seen what they’re saying about you and it makes it worse, you’re like, oh my gosh, it must be terrible! So yeah, that was the first time I felt a level of anxiety that I had never felt before.
“It was this feeling so overwhelming that I’ve never felt that I can’t even describe the feeling, it’s a really weird feeling, like it still makes me cry.”
Speaking about standing up to trolls, Charlotte continued: “For so many years on a show like Geordie Shore, you get called every name under the sun…
Shock: The 31-year-old former Geordie Shore star chatted with Abbie McCarthy on the Celebrity Search Engine podcast
“After that amount of time, you actually think you know what I deserve what people say, you build such a tough skin that you actually think you know what I deserve. I brought these things, I went on that show. .
“I did these things, so if anyone is going to say anything about it, I deserve it.”
Reflecting on her self-esteem, she said: “The moment people said no, you know what’s wrong? You don’t deserve this, like I was shocked, I was like what?…
“Even when the TV show was coming on, I was like well, you know what I’m in the spotlight for, I’ve had stuff done, I’ve been open about lip fillers, I’ve had my nose done, so… What do I expect?…
Candid: In recent years, Charlotte has been incredibly open about her history of surgical procedures, including a nose job, lip fillers, and a boob job (pictured in 2019)
“That’s the whole attitude I had like yes, I’m going to feel anxious, yes, it’s not going to feel good, but I have to move on.”
‘First of all, I felt that God’s people really care! And secondly, I felt like, actually, the first time I felt this way…
“I don’t really deserve to have that kind of thing said about us, that’s the first time I feel like I have self-worth, because I never had self-worth before that.”
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Appalled: Reflecting on his self-esteem, he said: ‘The moment people were saying no, you know what’s wrong? You don’t deserve this, like I was surprised, I was like what?’
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